I am thinking this evening… as I’m getting ready for sleep:
How exactly do I move from a “good-enough” life into something that is more fulfilling…something that is vital….and meaningful…and satisfying? How do I do that? What does it look like to create that? How will I know that I am living the life I’m after?
Maybe, for one thing, when I’m not asking those questions, anymore. Right?
It seems to me that I will know because I will know. I will know because I am not taking anyone’s word for what my happiness should look like or what I should be doing but my own.
Maybe I will also know because I’m not afraid of diving in…or if I am afraid, I will dive in anyway.
Maybe I will know when I’m not afraid of what people will think. I will know when I’m willing to suck and create lousy posts and tell you what I really care about…and…just see what happens. Maybe I will know when I’m willing to do everything else in my life that way, too.
Maybe this is another little step. Now. Tonight.